More strangeness in the night

I've had a week of disturbed nights: bad dreams, alien forces, wailing woefully. I struggle with where to begin, the untangling too mammoth a task. Repeated rape from a little known, innocent, face from the past or being flung across the room by a seemingly supernatural force. Is it all death anxiety? I feel disturbed, like there's a kernel of evil misplaced inside. My redeemer, my self, but how?