Showing posts with label sleep paralysis. Show all posts
Showing posts with label sleep paralysis. Show all posts

Thursday, 15 January 2009

Snorting in my Sleep

Another terrifying dream last night. I am in bed, downstairs in a topsy turvy house, perusing a present of a box of chocolates that is mainly empty. I know it is not what it seems. Inside are strange shapes like dark pop up cardboard houses. I am puzzling over it, pleasantly surprised at being given a present yet curious at what it will reveal. Suddenly I become aware of danger. The familiar terror is nearby. It feels this time that it is a huge monster with loud, heavy footsteps stomping purposefully across the floorboards above before desending the stairs. As usual I am paralysed, so desperately needing to flee, so rigidly incapable of doing so: powerless. Then a heavy weight on my chest like a supersize hand, holding me down. I am inert, my desire to wriggle, squirm, kick, fight, incapacitated. I realise that I am snorting. My usual heavy breathing technique employed to beseech touch from outside in order to break the horrific spell has evolved into the call of a swine.